Eric Hall on the internet

My theory on the word slut.

If you have sex with 100 people, you have done what you want, and I in no way would judge you for that, male or female, nor do I see why anyone else would feel like they should have the right to pass judgement.

If you have sent naked pictures to someone who you mistakenly trusted and they wound up on the internet, you are not a slut.

If you did something explicit on webcam for someone you were under the impression that you could trust, you are not a slut.

Calling someone a slut is such a weird concept to me, why the hell would anyone think they could pass judgement on such a personal thing to someones sex life. I mean, if you are acting slutty, you are acting slutty, that doesn’t make you a veritable whore. Calling girls whores, sluts, bitches and whatever else you think may be appropriate is wrong and you should not do it.

I could write an entire paragraph, likely more, of all the posts I start to type and then just erase. I don’t care about much, but the things I do, I care about a lot. I have never been good at music, art or exceptionally good at sports. I hate that my parents are separated, I always thought only crazy people got divorced. I want a dog, I want something that belongs to me and relies on me. I know most of the people that are straight edge now, won’t be in a few years. I want to go back to college so badly, but am just not interested in anything enough to pay thousands of dollars for. Certain songs make me feel ways people will never make me feel, that makes me lose a lot of hope. I talked to an old friend tonight, she told me she missed talking to me, no one ever says that kind of thing to me. I need a new job, something that can turn into a career. I always stood out for the wrong reasons.